Will I be saved from my banality?

Today's word of the day will be banality meaning lack of originality... It isn't that I don't believe that the ideas I have for my stories aren't original it is just how they sound. I want my writing to sound fresh and not to sound boring. I want to give my ideas the breath of life. They need to breathe :).

This week wasn't the best for my writing. I have had a headache for most of this week and I'm not surprised that now that it is Friday my headache is now gone... It could be the thoughts of this weekend finally releasing my aching head, but I think the end of the stress is in sight.

I am hopeful for next week. I will finally have a little bit of space for myself where everyone can't read what I'm writing on my computer or see what I see. I hate having no privacy. Even though the room I move too might not be quiet, but I looked in and they build a whole privacy screen around the desk... awesome!

I have some doubts about what I call the "babysitting room" which is to be my new home at school. I'm not really excited about watching little kids, even though they say I don't have to watch them and that I just have to answer their questions, I'm a little uncomfortable with it.

My school is turning into a hogwan and I don't know how I feel about this.

I realised that I long for quiet. I didn't know how loud my coworkers can talk. I feel like they yell everything and try to talk over eachother all the time. I don't want to sound umm anti feminist, but some women talk way too much and there are 5 women in this small office. I have never been happier for my ipod, but I have to turn it up so high to drown out the voices I don't know the damage that will happen to my ears hahah. I miss my old quiet classroom, but maybe my babysitting room will be better. I can have hope. I can.

In other news I'm excited about a book that I started to write last year. I like having a lot of different projects at one time, and if I get bored with one I can always move to the next one as long as I keep writing... right? :)

I like this distopia book, they are always some of my favorite books to read and I really like mine. The idea is sound and the world is coming together. I'm having a problem with the science part of it, but I'm hoping I can work that out or try to downplay it or dum da dum... Do science research which is what I will end up doing. YIKES!

Anyways I'm tired of changing windows at my computer so no one reads over my shoulder. So lunch time is over anyways and back to work!